I just realized I haven’t posted anything since last week’s HNT. I’m just….not feeling it. A possible meet-up this week that has been postponed a bit made me antsy and nervous and sucked up everything in my head like a leech. It likely will continue to do so until it happens next week. It’s pretty major for me, but I won’t say anything more on it.

Work. Sucks. DONKEY BALLS.

I know I am lucky to have a job but holy fucking hell I’m miserable. I’m surrounded by idiots. The merge of half a dozen agencies into one office did not go as smoothly as they promised (surprise sooprise) despite months and months and untold dollars of planning. I get documents from 7 different areas now, all the same things, but yet….they’re all different. There is one good way, and many are just saying…..fuck it. It’s not how I was used to doing it, I’m not changing. It’s this attitude that’s going to cause me to go postal on their fucking asses. It makes my job SO much more difficult and patience-trying. Today I left in a mild rage. Only later did I find amusement in this: Picture a white girl – a pretty, feminine white girl who is obviously more suburban than urban and more office than street – in her white girl car, driving through the um more “shady” area of the city where the sidewalks are dappled with little clusters of tough-lookin black guys with their silly ass size 60 jeans belted around (or, more laughably, under) their boxer-covered asses doing their best to be cool/intimidating/rough, and the pretty feminine white girl is sitting there in the slow-moving traffic down their street simultaneously smoking a slim cigarette and filing her nails while Limp Bizkit’s “Break Something” is blasting from her speakers and pouring out of the car windows. To say that I got some looks is putting it mildly. One even made sure to cross the street right in front of my car with a mildly confused/amused look on his face as he made certain that it was my car blasting the angry metal music.

So yeah, work is getting progressively worse. They say it’ll get better but I’m not so sure.

So what GOOD has happened you ask?

Not much.

I miss my girls, I barely talk to my friends anymore online since the job change.

Oh, my hair looks fabulous lately. I usually don’t like my hair, it doesn’t look good for long because it’s fine/thin and refuses to hold a curl longer than 5 minutes. It’s lazier than I am. I got this stuff from Aveda called Pure Abundance Hair Potion. It’s weird, it comes out as a powder, the active ingredients include kaolin clay and silica and other stuff. It’s not as “bad” on my hair as usual styling products, I only use it on my roots but MAN does it add volume! Sexy hair!

UPS pissed me off this week, a Babeland item for review got sent back to shipper after mishaps. If a sig is required, they just won’t ever leave it, and they refused to come when someone would be here – instead they show up in the 3 hours someone is NOT here.

My birthday is next month (May) my one year blogiversary is the month after (June). Perhaps some good things for those two, we’ll see!

Until then…..

blah.

Your best bet is to just stay away mother fuckerIts just one of those days